It pains me to know the women I love is on the gallivant while the man who loves her languishes away - I decided to call Roxy today and tell her exactly how I felt - "I knew it was a bad idea sleeping with you again. I figured you could handle it. Why don't you get it genius? We are never going to be together the way you want. I have had it with your whining and always wanting more. I know how I can fix you. I am not going to sleep with you again. It's too bad because it's your loss." I call it her force field. It's the things she says to me when I lay my heart out for her.
"It's just I love you and can't stop thinking about you Roxy. I want to make an honest women out of you." I have told her the same thing many times. Her answers are always the same - "God, what is it with you? You fuck a guy a few times and now he won't go away. Jethro, what did I tell you about just enjoying the time we have together? I am starting to sound like a broken record. This happens every time and it is irritating. I thought you could handle things. Obviously, I was wrong."
I realize a girl like Roxy is out of my realm, but one of these days my realm will get bigger and I will be able to take care of her. You know, give her the life she is accustom to. I reiterate it to her again - "See, Jethro, this is the thing I love most about you. It's your optimism. I tell you what sweetie. When you can afford to do what you are saying, 'Call me,' I will come running. Until then save the 'I am going to be rich someday speech,' for another time...Okay."
Being patronized by the women you love is something most men will not tolerate. Not me, I rather enjoy it. It's a turn on - "I just want you to know that I mean everything I say and I want to be with you more than anything," I tell her for the umpteenth time - "Okay," she says in the patronizing tone I adore so much, "You have my number now. Call me when you are rich." She then hangs up without saying goodbye.
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